This Hell I've Created

I can only hide inside of this sickness for so long….

The blog I come to whine about how fat I am while I sit on my fat ass doing so.

Away

I have been away for a while

Came back because just today I’ve started taking this weird detox mexican pills

First day and I already feel like I’m dying

WHAT IS MY STOMACH DOING!?

Bought new gym clothes for next week. Purged only once today (so far) and will do some yoga later tonight. Winning.

I want to work out 24/7

How is everyone else doing?

Lunch

Everyone is eating and pushing me to eat. I already had breakfast. I hate eating in front of people. I fell like I’m eating too much. Fucking fuck. I don’t want to eat. But I’m hungry. But what if I eat amd I’ll regret it later. Not if, more liike I WILL REGRET IT.

I think I would rather have some coffee. I hate food